What am I doing right now? Where am I right now in my own life?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This topic has been on my mind for a long time. I thought I\u2019d only lost myself when I became a mother. But no\u2014all the personal growth I\u2019ve worked on over the past few years has shown me that I\u2019ve been quick to push myself into the background and live a life I didn\u2019t really want for almost my entire life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I never used to notice this, but after I became a mother and my days and nights blurred together, I began to feel more and more that something wasn't right. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fatigue, a lack of \u201cme time,\u201d and the constant need to be on the go\u2014it was really taking its toll on me. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now, looking back at the photos from years ago, I can see what I could have done better and where I should have set boundaries.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But if I hadn't had these experiences, I probably wouldn't be here today. I wouldn't be who I am.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s no doubt that one of the best things in my life is being the mother of four wonderful children, and another is that I\u2019ve found the path that allows me to be myself again\u2014to be the person I\u2019ve always wanted to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The journey here hasn\u2019t been easy, and this isn\u2019t the point where you can say, \u201cI\u2019m done\u2014I can sit back and relax.\u201d No. It can\u2019t be, because if you don\u2019t constantly strengthen your self-image, if you don\u2019t take care of your mental and emotional well-being, then the well-built \u201cEVERYTHING IS FINE RIGHT NOW\u201d state can collapse like a house of cards at any moment. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I have to keep taking care of myself. Sometimes this way, sometimes that way. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ve been planning to get myself in shape\u2014both inside and out\u2014for a long time, and now, in September, the perfect time has come, since I\u2019ll be turning 40 in half a year. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And by the time I turn 40, I want to be in the best shape of my life. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But how do I do it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Continued. Next.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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